well the title kinda says it all doesn't it? 2014 is not a year that i would remember fondly of.. why? here are the MAJOR reasons..(not gonna include minor ones because i don't think they could make this year any worse that it already is.)
1. My mom had to undergo a surgery to remove thyroid cancer..
she was admitted to the hospital 3 or 4 weeks after i went to college.. she told me not to come home for the surgery because she said she's going to be fine and i have nothing to worry about so i should just go on with my life here at college and do my best. and of course, i disobeyed her and came back anyways.. :P i mean, who the hell wouldn't want to be at their parent's side at a time like this? anyways, thankfully the surgery went without a hitch and she's now very healthy and according to the doctor, she's cancer-free. (i guess that's one thing i can celebrate abt this year)
2. The thing that broke my heart the most that happened this year was my beloved sister dying..
she was 21 years old.. she was involved in an accident just a day before i went home for the Hari Raya holidays.. my sister was in a coma in the ICU for 6-7 days before passing away.. it was supposed to be our first Hari Raya with my new-born niece added to the family but the happiness was instead replaced by a tragedy.. what hurts the most about her leaving was i didn't even get to talk to her one last time and tell her how much i love her.. a week before she got into that accident, she texted me asking when i'm coming home.. and she was really sad when i told her i'd be back in a week.. she said she missed me so much.. at that time it didn't think that much abt how weird she was acting.. but now i know why.. she was leaving me forever.. ;(
That's all for now.. maybe there will be a part 2 to this post..hahaha..hey who knows right? maybe 2014 isn't done with kicking me in the guts yet.. there's still plenty of days in December left..
p/s: i know things happen for a reason.. im just venting and i definitely am not giving up hope in life.. i believe that Allah knows what's best for us... :)
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